Respect

Everything starts with basic courtesy/manners. It is obvious that we will definately not insult others or even worse insult other peoples' religion in front of their face. It's just mean and obnoxious to do that. For christians or even muslims, we respect our God in the same way we respect our parents. Insulting one's religion is like insulting our parents. How would you feel if someone were to insult your parents? Will you fight back? I am sure you will. So please show some respect. To us christians/ catholics, God is our Father. The person we pray to everytime. We, christians look up to God. And we will never doubt him. You do not have to question our faith because I believe that we hold our stand and we know that God is here for us. Even if you have the urge to say such words, it would be much better if you keep it to yourself. Because you have hurt many people who believe in God. Have christians done anything to you? If no, why must you do this to us? Its insensitive and naive. We believe in certain things and you believe in your own things. So please show some respect. Even if you dont want to. At least for those people who strongly believe in God. Thank you.

Hey peeps!!
Finally I am doing a decent post. HAHA. Today ws like a super funny day xD. I think I laughed till I had to shyt. LOL. Was suppose to reach school at 830am today but ended up reaching at 845am. HEH HEH. After EOC we had AFA followed by a break and then Stats. Today was our last lecture for Stats and AFA. Looks like its time to start revision! =D. Crap. You know what sucks? The part where you have to mug weeks or months before your exams and on the day of the exam, you will spill whatever crap you have from your brain onto the exam paper. And after that, all your facts are gone. Those long weeks and months you took to memorize all the facts is gone within 2 short hours That is what pisses me off. It is practically a waste of time. Tskkk. Anyway, no choice right? If I dont want to retake my module, I better start mugging my butt off. But after seeing microecons book, I feel my eyes closing. LOL. After my exams, I have soooo many things i want to do. I WANT TO GO ICE SKATING! It has been ages since I have ice skated. I miss it! =D

During our 2 hours break, Cass, Faizh and I had a mini oreo competition with mich as our MC. super funny. It a second editon to tastysticks! Remember to watch it on facebook aright?(: But right now, I have no idea how to put the video in. Dont evenbothe explaining, I am a far cry from becomng an IT expert. pfffffttt!

Anyway, Tmr I will not be going for dance due to some reasons which is a little difficult to say in here. If you want to know, ask me on msn xD

toodles!!~

Something is stopping me from moving on but I have no idea what that obstacle is.

Thank you Cass, Amander, Faizah and Michelle for your countless support today =D

hey peeps! Haha. Sorry for that horrible post. I just soaked myself in cold water and now I am feeling much much better xD. Thanks Cass! for the listening ear! xD. Anyway, today was our lunchtime concert. And our performance was at 215pm. LOL. So much for leaving class at 10am. tsktsk. Anyway, dance was okay? HAHA. Not too bad? I thought it was quite good =D. Better than our practices. Audience wise. I have nothing to say? All I know was have the crowd left when we danced. Looks like not many people can appreciate gracefulness huh? xD. Well, not many people will appreciate this kind of dance but I still feel that it is the best way to express one's emotion. Instead of hopping here and there to some hardcore rock music? Which is just not my style? But I do like the energy though. Tskkkk. Anyway, I still like dancing. And I wont deny that fact xD.

Today was tweety's early birthday celebration! And we gave her a surprise. Bought her a cake and Lulu sang her a big nice birthday song. Because the rest of us could not sing. So we shuddup. HAHAHA. That is a reason why we are in dance xD. But of cos we still love our MAID. I mean tweety! =D. After our performance, stayed in school till 5pm to pack up and then we made our way to AMK for pizza hut xD. Ate till 730? And I cabbed home again because I am super tired. But when I arrive home and check my email. I found that I have to redo my whole debate BECAUSE I am plonked with the conclusion. Which is just pissifying? Cos I did finish my debate points yesterday so that I could sleep early today. But what I am getting is just rubbish now. Literally rubbish which just makes my blook pressure rise and my blood boiling till about 4000 degrees. Okay. I shant make my blood boil any further because getting angry is just plain stupidity. I will just get this damn thing over with and i will hate every minute of what i am doing. Starting from now.

toodles!!~

Hey peeps! Sorry for not updating yesterday. I was soooo busy with Sharepoint that I totally forget the time. All I did was sit at my study table from 8 till 2. Doing Sharepoint. So pissed. And tired. Today was our presentaion for sharepoint. Yesterday was POM and econs presentation. FINALLY! 3 presentations down and 2 more to go. Excluding this thursday's debate. Freak. I have yet to do my research and tomorrow we have meeting for it already. =x

Anyway, today I will be skipping dance due to some reasons =D And tomorrow is the performance. God. HAHA. So frigging fast huh =D. Well, today after school, I went Raffles city with Cass and Mich for yoguru. And if you all are wondering where Faizah is, she is at home sleeping. She just cannot believe how we can eay fermented milk. Like she always say. Anyway, Cass is already addicted to yoguru. I think it can be her daily staple. No need rice xD. HAHA.

After Yoguru, we went into COACH. Wah. tell you. I see the wallet I happy already. HAHA. But the service is like shyt there. Like wtheck. So what if we are students. Like helloooo? Students cannot afford meh! When the 3 of us walked in. The staff were like staring at us. Well, the last time I checked. When I was carrying my celine/ cheche bag. I forgot. And holding onto a Gucci wallet. They greeted me. WHAT IS THIS. Rude you know. PLAIN RUDENESS. I bet their salary is not even enough to get a wallet from there. Maybe not even a key chain. Okay, thats exaggeration. hahaha. But come on. It basic business COURTESY which obviously they do not have. tskkkk. *shakes head and sighs*. HAHA. Such an awesome brand and name of a shop. Such poor and rude workers. Fire them please. xD. They just tarnished COACH's reputation

After that, we headed down to G2000 at Marina, hoping to find MORE business clothes but we ended up in BATA buying my sports shoes for OBS. cheap one can luh. Anyway, I am only buying for OBS. Or else don;t even think about seeing me in sports shoes. Cass and Mich say I look wierd in it. haha. I think so too =) Crapppp.

Since tomorrow is the performance, I get to skip POM lecture! YAY and no YAY. YAY because her lectures are indescribably BORING. no YAY because exams are coming soon and tomorrow is her 2nd last lesson I guess? =D. Oh well. I have to depend on my motivation so I can self study. Tskkkkk. BECAUSE TOMORROW IS THE PERFORMANCE. PLEASE BE REMINDED THAT DANCe COMPANY IS PERFORMING AT 1.15PM OR MAYBE A LITTLE EARLIER OR LATER. SO PLEASE DO COME OKAY? SUPPORT DC! =D.

2morepresentationstogo. 2morepresentationstogo. 2morepresentationstgo. I will just keep psycho-ing myself this way. Can't wait till every single exam ends! Because I may be working with Mich and Cass during the school holidaysssss! =D. hahaha. awesome awesome! xD.

toodles!!~

Tomorrow is my Principles of Management and Microecons Presentation. OMG. Crapppp.

Anyway, today I woke up at 930 and started studying from 10 to 12 for econs. Following that was doing my own personal webpage for internert and web tech. Mich came to my house around 130? When she was suppose to arrive at 12. Damn joke. HAHAHA. Oh well =D Anyway, mich was sneezing really badly today. So I gave her flu medicine. However I was totally oblivious that the medicine caused drowziness so Mich ended up sleeping at my house for 1hr plusplus. HAHA. oops! sorry babe! But in return I made for her my special banana pancakes xD. HAHAHA. Which reminds me tomorrow I will have to wake up rly to fry for Cass, Mich and Faizah! xD. HAHA. So I will have to get out of bed byyyyyyy 830am. Sheesh. Better sleep early tonight! But I still have to wait for econs report so that I can print out xD. Anyway, continuing from where I left off, Mich and I continued Sharepoint-ing till 630 before going to getdinner from my house nearby hawker center =D. Then came home quickly swallowed our food. YES SWALLOW. NO CHEW. and tried to complete our econs project. And I am still doing it now. HAHAHAHA. Mich left around 915? agar agar there la xD. But today was quite effective. QUITE =X.

In just 2 days time, it will be our performance!! HAHA. too bad we will only be dancing for one time ):. We practiced so hard! But can ony dance one time. =D Oh well! HAHA. Still, I am glad I will be performing. Can skip lesson. HAHAHA. Oh god. I should not be caring about this now but caring more about the damn project. And what I have to wear tomorrow. Because my clothes are strewn everywhere, I seriously hope I can find my business clothes. tsktsk. Time flies so fast and like what Mich said, Time drinks red bull so it gave time wings to fly. Pffffft. So far, this semester, we have done 4 presentations and we are having another 5 more before exams start. Crap ttm. Debate will be this friday about " Is the integrated resorts a boon or a bane?" And our group have not even started. Amen xD. But can finish by then luh. Confirm last minute all of us panick attack =X. Just that the feeling has not set in yet. HAHAHA =D.

Alright! I have to continue with econs so that I can get into my comfy bed and snore my way till 830am.

toodles!!~

Woke up at 830am today to meet twin,tweety bird and yu shan for breakfast at AMK macs. HAHA. You know, I have not eaten macs for a few weeks, but now, temptation has got the better of me and now I am stuffing my mouth with macs which also means calories. HIGH calories. GOD. haha. Thank god for dance that I am able to eat macs xD. After macs, went to shop around and I am super proud to announce that I did not spend a single cent on clothes. Just $2 because i did not bring my hair tie and pins for dance later on. So I just spent $2. Damn proud of it =D. Though I broke a hanger at "bus stop". Yes. I broke it. Literally. Into half. And twin was laughing so loud that the 2 sales people gave us black face. HAHAHA. OOPS. But if they wanted me to return that broken hanger by giving them $0.50, I would willingly do so. Customer service soooo bad I tell you. God. I can guarantee they have not studied business management. Wait, I think they are from China. So its no surprise. They just disgust me. sorry. Just my POV. Arrived in school by 1? Around there. So I did not managed to see Cass since my dance started at 1! Had full dress rehearsal and I must say, we did improve =D. Hopefully we will be prepared by wednesday! So peeps! Remember to support us!!! Dance company! xD.

Dance ended around 4? Just on time and then followed twin to get ribbons for our costume. SHYT. Thinking back, I did spend money. $12. DAMMIT. On a new bag. HAHAHA. Twin bought one too! haha. But its really nice xD. Anyway, whatevs. Its only $14. Okay continuing. After buying our bag and ribbon, we walked to AMK mrt and twin alighted at Bishan as she had dance lessons. So as I was training, when the train stopped at orchard, it seemed like a tsunami just attacked Singapore. Because everyone just tried to squeeze in. Like hello?!?! Ever heard of a fixed shape? I am sure these people did go through primary education. Unless they can effing expand that train size, by all means, SQUEEZE. But if they can't. Then dont occupy other people's personal space. Ever heard? Everyone has their own personal space. Not only do dancers have to apply this while dancing and in daily life but even for people with two left feet and cannot dance for nuts or normal people SHOULD apply this too. Dumb much? think so. They just squeeze thinking that everyone is as skinny as them. Oh. I mean FAT. God. Especially those aunties? They are a nuisance to the society. They cough in front of your face and do all sorts of unglam things that you just feel like asking them to GET A ROOM. Does not only apply for couples you know, aunties too xD. Well, I am done ranting because I could not stand the crowd. So I got off at cityhall and took a cab home. EH DAMMIT. Cab fare was $17.80. Sheesh. That means I spent a total of $31.80. Gosh. Wtheck. HAHAHA.

Reached home and then studied for a while and tried completing econs project and STILL trying. Around 8pm, went for a swim and swam 50 laps. I feel slimmer but my arms feel more muscular. HAHAHA. And I dont like it. But I am training myself up for OBS. So bo bian. Finished around 9 and now I am feeling so tired. I just feel like closing my econs book and go to sleep. I guess I will. HAHAHA.

toodles!!~

Retail Therapy

Like after ages. I have finally done my retail therapy. Woohooo! =D I will tell you in details further down. But I still need to go with Caroline. HAHAHA.
Anyway, school started at 830am today. And Cass, Mich, Faizah and I were late. LOL. Just a mere 15 mins xD. HAHA. Got back our EOC speech results today. And i finally got an A. alleluia. HAHAHA. 40/50. Just a border line A! xD. But i am satisfied. Cos I improved by 2 marks from the previous speech. heh heh. After our EOC, had accounting for assets ICA today. LOL. And I dont know what I was doing. Okay la. I sorta know and I sorta dont know. Tsktsk! Anyway, skipping the part where we went to the library cos too many things happened in there. And thinking about it just makes me laugh at my lappy screen. HAHAHA. Last lesson was stats and I didnt really listen. Oops!~ My bad. HAHA. After stats went to meet Amander at SHS. And she was practicing CPR since her test is this monday. Good luck loveeee!~ Left school around 445pm and headed down to orchard.

Alright. Let me recall what I bought. I bought 2 tops from cotton on, 1 jeans from FOX, 1 shirt from FOX. Then we went over to Bugis and i bought Stationeries worth I wont say the amount. But I became a member of the shop xD. hee hee hee. HAHAHAHA. New clothes=Happiness :D:D. Anyway, FOX is having an awesome sale. The jeans that I bought was suppose to be $80 but I bought it for $30 after 70% discount. I repeat 70% discount. So dont be a bum and grab it now. Because GSS is ending soon!! ): Go go buy. Worth it.

BTW, I have already finalised my decision. I am going to buy an itouch since my MP3 is already cranky. I think I am in need of a new one. But first let me earn back my money by working during the school hols. HAHAHA =D.

Alright-y! I have yet to do my econs que card notes and sharepoint. DAMMIT. I think I need another round of retail therapy. Hahaha.
(pictures tomorrow! =D)

toodles!!~

Helloooooooooo!!~
I've got good news to shareeee! Not to the whole world la! But to my close friends!! =D woots!!~

Anywayyyy. I am happy =D. VERYYYY HAPPY. AND I WILL FEEL EVEN HAPPIER WHEN I FINISHED STUDYING AFA. and and and. After I download microsoft sharepoint. Because, i just found out that my lappy does not even have that software. DAMMIT. and i also dont know how to download. Nvm I will ask my dad xD.

Anyway, school is killing not only me but practically everyone i guess. I mean like just when we finish 2 projects, another 3 comes in which adds on to our current 2 projects. Thus accumulating to 4. DUMB RIGHT? And not only that our MSTs are coming. Like exactly in less than one month's time. Pissifying. see my pimples? Its damn bigggggg. Humongous.

BTW. I am contemplating on whether to buy a coach wallet or an ipod touch. Which do you think is better? =D Dont ask me to buy both. I am not rich ho-kayyyy. So which do you think is better? Leave me a tag!

Just another 5 more days to Lunchtime concert, 11 more days to personal webbie presentation. 13 more days to EOC presentation, 18 more days to sharepoint group presentation and 28 more days to MSTs. Study hard peeps!! =D

toodles!!~

WHEEEEEEEE! School started at 9 and ended at 11. I know. Like super waste of time right? And not only that. It was raining. HEAVILY. What a perfect time to sleep. I really need to catch up on my sleep. Sleep deprivation you know! =S tsktsk!
After school stayed back for econs project meeting but quite unsuccessful la. Since we were doing online shopping and being soooo into Jin Hao's itouch. I sooo dont care. I am going to get an itouch I swear. But 8 GB enough already ba? HAHA. I think after using for a few months i will throw it to one side? Just like how I throw my DS to one side after like 3 months of playing? =D And it seriously gets on my nerves when I dont pass a level. So bo bian. Throw one side. Now I shall target itouch =D. HAHAHAHAHA
Anyway, today I had dance and I felt so tired. I had no sense of spacing or balance while dancing. Crappp. super paisei. LOL. and only 9 performers turned up today. =( I guess the other 4 are sick! =X Get well soon yeaaaa! =D. The performance is in just 6 days time. And after that I really hope to just take a break from dance becauseeee exams are on their way to NYP. LOL.
And I know I am stress. I dont have to feel. See pimples pop out already tells one that I am stressed. HAHAHA. And dont ask me to take things in my stride cos this is super not the correct time =D. I am just trying my best to stuff every piece of information into my small teeny weeny brain ho-kayyyyy! xD
Well, thats all for today! I just came home from dance. Late rightttt! I also feeling super tired. But have to revise accounts. soooo.....
toodles!!~

Where are your manners? o_0

Hey peeps!

Today, I will not really mention about what I did other than the fact that I had ice shavings with Faizah, Mich and Cass. Plus I did a little minor shopping at Bugis with Mich. Because she wanted to stop by Watsons to get her pimple cream but ended up shopping after seeing a pretty little cute shop called "HURS". awesome clothes. And its super Cass and Faizah style. Really! I swear. Very very. Cass and Faizah, next time we bring you! xD And btw, thanks Faizah love for teaching me accounts. She is a very good accounts teacher!!! =D

Anyway, like I said, I will not mention too much on what I did today. But I shall emphasize on this topic today which is, Dont you find that SOME people do not think before they blurt shyt out from their mouth? I mean, like so what if you have a mouth, so what if God gave you a mouth? Is that mouth for you to like say hurtful things to people when you barely know them?

number 1, please correct that intonation. Its the wrong intonation if you are just planning to joke with her. Which I dont think you are.

number 2, you barely know her, so why do you even talk to her in that manner?

number 3, change the "epic fail AH LIAN(some ppl just dont understand that ah lian is for GIRLS) image" and then talk to her.

number 4, if you said it to me, I will FLIP. Cos its CHINESE.

number 5, maybe a word like "excuse me" would sound much MUCH nicer.

So you dont deserve to blurt this shyt from your mouh. And fyi, When I am doing about this topic. Let me just tell you, I am NOT PMS-ing. I am just standing up for people who get bullied by other people mouth. yes, mouth. I am really sorry if this offends any of you readers. But if this offends anyone then just to let you know, my friend feels just as offended. So think before you reply.

Yeaaaa. Thats all. I am done. Basically, to round it up,

Manners=success in life. Imagine, no manners, number one, business deals OUT. Even if you are selling things, you have to be nice to the customers right? Or else do we tell them " Hurry la. Lunch time. I want eat lehhh." No right??? So think. Manners is the start of everything. Learn it the RIGHT way. Thank you =D

toodles!!~

Hello~
How are you peeps doing?! School alright? =D Life okayyyy? Well, I hope you all are because school is not getting any better for me! But one reason you go to school is because of your friends right? RIGHT. No matter how dreadful it is. You will still love it =D Look on the bright side and school would't be that dreadful =D Had the LAST microeconomics lecture todayyyy! And I am really proud to say, I catch no BALLS since the start of lecture one! okay la. maybe a teeny weeny bit. Good luck to me for MSTs! heh heh heh(: Mugging period starts now CLAREEEE. No playing =[.

Anyway, after econs lecture, Faizah, Mich, Cass and I went to AMK Hub! =D Had fish & co. for lunch. Then went shopping. Just a little shopping luh. Not say big shopping spree. I just bought a top from red code and Mich bought slippers while Faizah was contemplating on whether to buy this really NICEEEEEEEEE wedges. And i was tempting her and doing some reverse psychology on her. HAHAHA. Trying to tempt her to get it. But her will power is really strong and so she walked out of the shop still holding onto the $28.90 cash =D HAHAHAHA. Good job girl! =D But I think it really fits you! Can you imagine only a few people can fit into those kinda shoes!! okay. I shall stop xD. HAHAHA. After that, we went to have yoghurt. I still feel yoguru is nicer? Becauseeeee, it is 100% yoghurt while the one we ate today had some ice cream inside. crappp. So much for dieting. HAHAHA. Till now Faizah still cannot imagine how we put fermented milk into our mouths. HAHAHAHA =D. But its an aquired taste =D I like it (:

Went back to school for tutorials and did practically nothing since for POM and econs we catch no shyt. LOL. too bad! we go for our attendance =D HAHAHAHA. Tomorrow then I will going for yoguru with Mich and Cass while Faizah will be working =D But before I go for yoguru, I have to attend EOC project meeting. And btw, I have to go to school at 930 tomorrow for some feedback thing. Crap. My 30mins extra sleep. NO MORE =D. hahaha.

toodles!!~

Poly life is like a combination of all natural disasters.

WHOOOO. Bad news peeps. Dance company will not be dancing for this wednesday's lunctime concert due to certain problems. But on the 29 July we will still be performing!! =D So please come and support us!!

Anyway, I woke up at 1pm today. God. PIG right? But at least I managed to do all my homework since my butt has been glued to the seat since 2pm till now and most prolly till 2am. So 12 hours of studying =D Should be good! HAHAHA. I have to study for accounts since the test is this friday. Crapppp. Major crappp. hopefully my hardwork can pay off xD.

I still feel tired from yesterday's whole evening of doing POM. hahaha! Really. I have horribly swollen eyes. I hope Cass is okay too!!!=D

Anyway, Tmr i will be going for yoguru with mich. HAHA. I have yet to ease my craving and i refuse to eat ice cream. Cos it has already been 4 months I am trying to loose weight but I have not even move a kg. Epic FAIL.I know. HAHAHA. Most prolly OBS can help me =D awesome-ness.

Tomorrow will be another week of school!! And all lectures are coming to an end since th MSTs is coming really fast. I am literally freaking out cos there is practiclly zero knowledge stored in my brain. Crap. major help here!!(:

toodles!!~

YES! Finally we are DONE with POM. Most credits to Cass who did the design of the ppt and restructure all the silly mistakes I made in the report. Cass really a big thank you. AND smile more! Smile, and the whole world smiles with you. Cry, and you will cry alone. yes babe? So please breathe and cool down!! =D Worry a little more for youself babe! xD

Anyway, thats all I have to say. I will blog a longer post later tonight =D Cos I have to go sleep. Or else I think all my friends will chase after me with a hammer and parang. HAHAHA.

toodles!!~

Tired, but I still have to keep going. No time for rest. Till dawn arrives. Giving up at this point of time is not even an option. So why not put in your best effort?

God, I feel super unwell. But I have to complete so many things. Went to school today and the dancers are getting sick and our performance is on wednesday. Lulu! get well soon yea?

I am sorry today's post is going to end here. I dont feel well and my throat is hurting like crap. And I have to complete the POM report with cass before I can sleep. YEA.

toodles!!~

Feeling super exhausted. School and dance. God. killing me!~ hahaha. Thank god today is the last day of school but I have dance tomorrow. tskkkk. So much for having a good sleep =x. Oh wells!!~ Today was RAHHHHH. you know why? Because, usually Mich and I meet before we head to school together as our MRT stops are just next to each other. So I met Mich at 720am today and we trained to cityhall. Till we received a message at 740am that EOC lessons are cancelled. As pissed as we were because both of us only had 5 hours of sleep! And we had to drag ourselves out of bed at 6am. Mich and I were like swearing in the train. I mean sometimes you have to factor in the thought that people stay at the east and not the south ho-kayyy! And so we have to leave our house earlier. But whatevs. In the end, Mich and I stopped by raffles place to have our breakfast at toastbox. Super yum yum. And since yesterday I didnt have my dinner before dance. I was starved. So i had 2 bowls of laksa =x. HAHAHAHA. i promise to diet. I swearrrr =D.

Anyway, back to talking about tired-ness. As tired as I am, my POM group has to complete the POM 8 to 10 page report latest by sunday. I feel like Zomg. Because we are like I dont know where. Super messy report. Not organised yet xD. Alleluia. Andddddddddd. On 6Aug, we have to do our persuasive speech. 11 Aug we have to our sharepoint presentation. POM report and ppt has to be handed in by 20 July. 27July, we have to do our microecons and POM presentation. And I have yet to complete at least ONE. God bless my soul. Tonight I think I have to burn midnight oil. But i think my midnight oil wont be midnight oil because I think I am on the verge of sleeping any time soon. Eyes on the verge of closing. hahaha. NVM. I shall try to tahan! Must finish at least 5 pages of POM report today. Tomorrow another 5 =D Wish me luck y'all! =D

ANDDDDDDD REMEMBER! LUNCHTIME CONCERT! DANCE COMPANY IS PERFORMING ON WEDNESDAY(22 & 29 july) AT 1.15PM OR 2.30PM AT THE ATRIUM. PLEASE DO SUPPORT US!! =D

LOVE YOU ALL!! =D

ps: Faizah and Cass babes! Please get well soon =D Mich sleep earlierrrr =D Hotstuff! i need to go for major retail therapy =x

toodles!!~

Today was like freaking hilarious. I know school was sort of a drag and all. But the fun started when Faizah placed a fake cockroach next to my phone and I was oblivious about it and even started touching it while talking animatedly to cass, mich and Faizah. LOL! Till faizah asked me: " Clare, what is that under your hand?" And I screamed so loud till our PEM was like GIRLSSSS! tsk tsk! Faizahhhh! you and your cockroach! =x. HAHAHA!
The second incident was Faizah, Cass and I going to Gloria Jeans to have our tea break =D And Cass smartly took out her temperature sticker. SOOOOOOOO. No choice, she had to take again. Then we Faizah and I were waiting for her at Gloria Jeans. Then suddenly Cass called us saying that she had a fever and to bring her bag and books to the temperature taking room. Faizah and I were like FEVER?!?! Cos like just 2 minutes ago. SHE WAS FREAKINGLY HAPPILY EATING A TIRAMISU CAKE! SHEESH. And the two people were like attending to cass like she had swine flu when her temperature was only freaking 37.8 degrees. Like freaking hilarious. They made her wear those mask and made sure Faizah and I could not stand near her. It was just super cute as what faizah said. HAHAHA. And cass was like super pissed off. Cos she had to attend a meeting. However she was forced to go back home wearing the mask. DAMN FUNNY. And she was like so pissed. I actually have a pissed of photo of cass. But first! I need her consent before I put it up =D HAHAHA. so please do wait!!! =D
Anyway, after that went for dance and all. Though only 9 dancers out of the 14 turned up. And the performance is next week. I have no idea how we are going to pull this off. I am freaking out already LOL! HAHAHA. Wish us all the best!!

toodles!!~

I am back from dance! =D Super tired today. I didn't even feel the enery. I felt like super "chuan" from dancing lols. Maybe its because of the super hot weather. I was already panting after the first round. Crap man. My stamina CMI already. hahahaha. And worse of all, the performance is next week. I feel the stress building cos even by this time, I have yet to feel the energy of the dance? And even if everyone has energy but one person is lacking the energy. I promise you, the whole dance would be pulled down to the pits. Crap! =x. Guess we just have to work really really hard and prove that DC can do it!! =D hahahaha. YAY YAY YAY! So its another 7 more days till performance. Scared scared. Not prepared =(.

Moving on....

Today I had POM and econs project meeting. Both projects progressing really well! =D I think we can finish it latest by next week tuesday? =D And thn I have to start on the 2 newest ICAs which are sharepoint designer and EOC ICA 3. Because! unfortunately, the due dates are on the 11 August and 6 August respectively. Which is sooo near. And we have not even started on a shytty thing. Dont even start on us choosing a topic for EOC. Good luck man. good luck =x. God bless our soul. HAHAHA!

Lastly, I am going to keep emphasizing this on every post I make till our performance is OVER. Peeps! Please come for Dance Company's lunchtime concert item which is at 1.15pm at the atrium! Do come and support us okay? =D Thank you!!!

toodles!!~

Thank you, Faizah, for your heartfelt kiss on the cheek =D.
Thank you, Michelle, for being the first to comfort me!
Thank you, Cass, for your unending prayers and thoughtfulness =]
Thank you, Aaron, for your not so successful ways of trying to cheer me up.
tskkkk.
Thank you, Luqman, for last night's concern =D
Tyvm! Really. =D I cannot emphasize how much I appreciate it =D.

Hey people. so today I was not really in my best of moods. Felt crappified and blah. Okayyyy. I will not further describe since I am feeling much much happier now!! =D HAHAHAHA. Thanks to all my friends. heh heh heh. I am happy =D.

Anyway, today we only had Internet & web technology lesson. Thats basically all. Tomorrow I will be in school from lets see... 9am to 10 pm. ZOMG. crapppp. since I have dance. heh heh. Oh well!! Another 9 more days to performance. So fastttt =X.

Then according to my calculations and my classmates, our EOC ICA 3 is on 6 august. Like wtheck! My group has yet to choose a topic and we have to submit our speech in like 3 weeks. Alleluia. God bless my soul. Shees. And notonly that, we also have additional projects like sharepoint designer and hopefully THIS TIME, everyone can cooperate or swear I will snap. Literally.

toodles!!~

Has any of you ever felt like you studied like anything and all you get are those marks you feel that you dont even deserve. Well, I did. Many times. I experience failures even when I was in primary school. But I didnt really bother. Primary school is nothing compared to what I am studying now. As you grow older, I guess that the impact of failing just hits you harder? As amander and I were discussing just now? We do realise why adults start drinking to drown their problems. Its like, you can just escape from reality for that few hours. And when the failure hits them big, they ruin their whole life just by jumping in front of a MRT. Ridiculous. But if you are really at your wits end. I dont see a reason why you need not jump. LOL. I guess one has to start taking things in their stride. Accepting failures in their everyday life? As simple as it sounds, I am sure one will still take time to get over it. Studying hard is not the key word to success but most probably studying smart. We only have that one life. And if your life has no failures. I say, its rather imperfect.

Hey peeps!

Anyway, I got back my last test today. And i dont want to talk abot it. It just spoils my mood to know that i failed by ONE mark. OKAY. Thats all I a going to say. And thats enough information to decipher how much I got, DAMMIT. pissy offy.

forget it. MOVING ON.....

today went to amk to had lunch. Had pizza hut with the babes!(: hahaha. Then went back to school for econs where I spent the next 2 hours playing games at miniclips.com. HAHAHAHA. I know luh. Suppose to listen but then I dont even understand a crap. LOL. The tutor was like, " I want you all to read blah blah blah" Like so much for being our tutor. awesomeeee. LOL. so listening to her is practically redundant. TSKKKK. =D. Play game so much more fun luh. POM, I SKIP.Dont even want to mention it. It is effing pissifying. * can you like see smoke coming out from your computer screen?* Yes, its THIS pissifying.

Well, thats most probably all for today. cos i am in a pissy offy mood. So I have no mood to do anything but study smart now. Pfffffft.

toodles!!~

Impromptu photo

Hey peeps!!~

The photos above are some photos amander and I took on friday 10July for the Praise and Worship at her church. =D But I also cancelled the outing with Hotstuff cos of this event! Sorry babe! I owe you chocolate buffet! Cant wait till we actually feast on those chocolates!! xD. Loveeee! <3

Today Mich came over to my house to complete some Microeconomics project and our tutorial homeworks! A really fruitful study day! Cos we managed to finish everything except stats xD. HAHAHA. Happy happy. Cos less homework means less stress! Well, I had fun today cos Mich & I talked alot and laughed a lot as well. HAHA. But even if I finish most of the work. I still have to complete the damn econs project. DAMMIT. =D. HAHA. Like I will always tell Cass, whatever you are doing, do it with a happy smile plastered across your face or you will never be happy! =D. So while doing my econs project i shall smile to my lappy screen xD. HAHAHAHAHA.

How time flies! And it is already the second week of school ever since holidays ended. And next wednesday, we will be having lunchtime concert performance. So whoever is reading! Please make sure you come and support dance company alrighttts?(: We will be performing at 1.15pm at the atrium! Do come! xD Hope to see many of you there! =D. hahahaha! And after the performance, 5 more weeks to MST. GODDD.I know I keep telling you peeps that exams are coming so fast. But I just cannot believe that time passes so fast. Its like whooosh. And the next month is here again. Tsktskkk. And for all you know, I will be in OBS camp swearing all those vulgarities. xD Hahahaha. Well, like all my friends say, OBS is a once in a lifetime thing. So no harm giving it a try? And i promise to try to love every minute of it. HAHAHA. =D.

Anyway next 3 weeks are going to be a busy busy week for me!
15July: Dance
16July: Dance
17July: Dance
18July: Dance
20July: Dance
22July: Lunchtime concert-performance @ 1.15pm
24July: AFA ICA2
25July: Dance
27July: POM ICA2
27July: Microecons ICA2
27July: Dance
29July: Lunchtime concert-performance @ 1.15pm

Busy much?

Oh, I know. Dont push it! xD.

toodles!!~

C-R-A-P.

I have to go OBS camp =[. I dont want to go luhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Later I go then I become black black how?!?!?! But looking on the bright side. Can loose weight leh. HAHA. Lulu said she lost weight lols. Thats why I am only looking forward to this 'loosing weight' thing. WAHHHH. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. Hope I can loose 3kg. Wait, make i 5kg. HAHAHAHA. Or 8kg. Even better! xD. I will be super happy. But the bad thing is I heard that you have to kayak for like 15 hours?! Like wtheck la! I kayak? I am more of a pedicure and manicure person okay. Okay. sorry. bimbo moment. But whatever it is. I dont know how I am going to last in the OBS camp. Another 2 of my dance mates wil be coming along. I heard its like the CCA president has to pick out 4 members from the group to be representatives for the OBS camp. Okay. forget it. I know in my earlier posts I actualy sweared that the SBM is going to be my last camp. Unfortunately. It looks like I will be going for another one! I shall look on the bright side of life which is LOOSING WEIGHT. 5KG ARH. I DONT CARE. HAHAHA.

Anyway, went for dance today. And thts how I got the news that I am chosen for OBS camp. Whatevsss. =D Today had dance only till 330 because ms ong forgot to bring the CD. hahaha. After that went to bugis with Twin to get my new ballet shoes. YAY YAY YAY! I finally got a new one. My old one CMI already. I think if i am going to wear that to dance. Confirm guarantee chop will get a hole. HAHAHA! =D

Anyway, thats practically all for today. Tomorrow Mich will be coming over to study with me. HAHA. Do all those unfinished tutorial homework. lalalala. =D

toodles!!~

ps. I am soo looking forward to OBS camp.

(though, deception lies beneath the truth =] )

Yoxzxzxzxzxz =D

Finally! 3 Projects down! today was out EOC speech and was the first to go. Like OMG shocking la. When our PEM called my name, I was totally not prepared and was like hyperventilating mentally xD. HAHAHA. But all went well!! xD woots!~ Also handed in the Statistics project today. Now all we are left with is POM, AFA and econs. Tsktsk. Once everything is over, I swear I am going to celebrate with yoguru. HEH HEH HEH! =D.

Anyway, today after stats lecture, went over to SHS to attend my cousin's biology lecture. HAHAHA. since stats lecture ended early and also after that we will be going over to Lighthouse for praise and worship. It was one of the better ones I have gone to xD. The music is slower and not too hard rock. So I LIKE IT. The presence of God was really strong there. I could really feel the presence of God. Anyway, after amander's biology lecture, we quickly trained down to woodlands to go to the church. And we reached there at 5.30 and queued up all the way till 730 before they let us enter into the santuary. LOL. Long wait huh. Especially when I was in my killer heels. Thank god amander changed shoes with me for a while or else I think I would have died f I were to stay in those shoes for a second longer. Okayyy. Pure exaggeration. hahaha. Anyway, babe thanks for you oh so comfortable shoes =D.

Anyway, THE SCHOOL YEAR BOOK CAME ALREADY! and I saw MARCIA'S BIG BIG FACE PLAYING THE TRUMPET =D. But i am feeling soooo lazy to travel all the way back tobedok. Sheesh. Waste time. NVM. I shll just check when are Cia and Mo free xD Then we can go together. HAHA.

Well, tomorrow, dance will be starting and I just reached home and have not even started on my work. Soooo, I've got to start on it like....right NOW.

toodles!!~

Today was the first group to present their EOC speech. And I swear, this time its boooring. Because, the speech is very factual. So yeaaa. Can you imagine sitting on your seat for 2 hours in a super cold room, dying of bordem from the continuous speeches said by your classmates. Well, please dont bring me back to that scenario. I will die. okay. Not literally. HAHAHA. Ironically, I will be back in that classroom tomorrow doing my speech. HAHAHA. TSKKKKKK. That reminds me. I have to clean off my pink and white nail polish that i just put yesterday. =D

Anddddddddddddd I got back my credit card bill yesterday. HAHAHAHA! nearly got killed by my dad. tskkkkkkkkkk. Because, I spent $1436 BUT I swear I deposited $ 1050.50 inside. So I only spent $385.50. Thats like really little LORRRRRRR. But unfortunately, my dad only saw the $1436 and he flipped. HAHAHAHA. He was like " I cut your allowance then you know arh." LOL. better stop spending. I dont want my allowance to be cut. Because I still have many many things to get xD. I promise to stop spending unnecessarily! xD tsk tsk.

Anyway, Good news god news! The clothes from shoplah.com have ARRIVED. TODAYYYY. So happy! HAHA. I have been waiting for like agesss and it has finally arrived. WOOTS!!~ new clothes=awesome-ness.

Well, 1 week has passed so fast. And just last friday, i remembered us having that awesome suprise outing. I want another outing!! xD. In just 11 days time, it will be the lunchtime concert performance and in just 16 days, it will be my POM and econs presentation. And after that, here comes the MSTs!!!! After that it will be ice skating with the strawberries! I cant wait till all the nightmare is over. HAHAHA. Back to reality-studying.

toodles!!~(:

I need a little good luck to get me by

I miss my hotstuff LOADSSSS =]

Heyyyy peeps!

The weekend is coming up in 2 days time! So far school hasnt been so good for me. Not school wise but getting back results wise. HAHA. Passed EOC, HTML and AFA. Failed Stats and Microecons. Tsk tsk. So much for studying , Clare. Such a joke. JOKE. oh wells!~ I dont have to study harder now. I just have to study smart. LOL. At the rate I am failing, its freaking me out. Literally. FAIL=RETAIN. HOW? I also dont know. LOL. Tomorrow will be our EOC ICA2. I do hope I can do better for the ICAs 2 because it will freakingly pull up the grades for my ICAs 1. LOL. So if any of you out there think that going to poly and expecting good grades. THINK AGAIN. It is even harder than secondary school. I rather mop macdonald's floor. OKAY. I'm kidding. HAHAHA. Well, seeing that I failed is freaking me out. SOOOO, I am going to mug my ass out till mid semestral exam ends. LOL! sounds horrible. But I know that once I see the results I will be satisfied xD. But before that I am going to amander's house to hang out. HAHAHA. yea. I know! So much for mugging. Crap. I need that motivation I had when I first entered poly and just a teeny weeny bit of luck. WHERE HAS IT ALL GONE TO?!?!? 0_0. Pissifying ttm.
Anyway, today is the last day of my dance break and dance will be starting on saturday! And in 2 weeks time, it will be the lunchtime concert. SO FAST. And after that, the semestral exams=HELL comes. After semestral exams, it will be the getting back of results= DEEPEST PITS OF HELL. And if I were to fail any, I rather die. HAHAHAHA. LOL. oh well!~ i know i know. Rather then cursing myself right now, I think i should get started on revision.
toodles!!~

HEYA!! xD
I know yesterday's post was sorta shittyfying-ly SHORT and crappy. So today I shall come up with a proper post. HEH HEH. Anyway, yesterday was the last day of my yoga lessons and i wont be signing up for any more lessons cos school is taking up my whole life, that I dont even have time to have a realllyyyyyyy GOOD sleep. Tsk tsk. Oh wells!~ I will miss having yoga with Zhii! But at least we are still meeting up twice a month on every thursday just to chill and hang out xD. Awesome-ness times 1000000.

Secondly, I barely had enough sleep yesterday cosssss I was staying up till 3.30am just printing HTML ppts. I know. damn joke. i also think that it is the biggest joke of the year. Like who in the right mind would stay up and print things. HAHAHA. oh wells! But i did it willingly(: And i am glad to help!! xD. So since i slept at such an ungodly hour. I went to school looking like a zombie! Even cass said: " Finally, Clare looks tired". Because, I never felt soooo tired before. Tired, yes but not to the extent that I will be stoning and putting my head down while the lecturer is teaching. Pfffft. Even Aaron says that he can see my eyebags. EWWWWW. I need facial. BIG TIME. haha! So today we started on a new topic in internet and web technology class today which is called "Sharepoint Designer". Basically, it is teaching us how to create our own webby. Something close to blogger xD Yeaaaa. HAHA. After lessons, went for POM project meeting. Quite a fruitful meeting as ppt is done. Yay-ness!! xD. Now for the 10 page report, is it possible to just like skip it? HAHAHA. Kidding xD. Went home around 3pm. And I was sms-ing amander when suddenly I felt this person standing really close to me staring at my phone. But since I was so engross in replying amander, I didnt bother to snap at the person who was behind me until I finished typing my message. But I was just being a tad curious, so I wanted to turn around and swear at the person but it was actually amander. HAHAHAHA. So actually, all along she and I were in the same train just that we didnt know xD. HEH HEH HEH. So fateddddd. I know xD. Cousins maaaaa. right husband? =D

Well Well, thas basically all for todayyyy!~ School is killing me softly as tutors are loading us with projects like it can be completed within 1 day. Tutors are returning our test results which is screwing me even deeper into hell. LOL. Not literally. haha. Well thats poly life for me! xD But I still love school! And I still think cows are cute. HAHAHA. moomoo =D

toodles!!~

SCREW MICROECONOMICS TO THE DEEPEST PITS OF HELL!! GAHHHHHHH! screw it screw it screw it~ BAHHHHHHHHHHH

I have the sudden urge to tell everyone that cows are cute. =D

Hey hey!

Anyway~ dont worry about my previous post. I know that everything will be okay soon!~ =D Thanks to all my friends who listened to me and comforted me. A VERY BIG THANK YOU. I am so ever grateful =D.

By the way, guess what? I managed to swim last night. Went swimming with amander. LOL. It has been at least 3 years since I swam? HAHA. But thank god my stamina has not drop. Because, I still dance and do yoga! xD So, i will be going swimming with amander every saturday. Loosing weight luh!~ Dont laugh. Not funny xD HAHA.

Well yesterday, amander out a really embaressing video of me in FB. I think i became infamous overnight. So horrible. I was like daring her to put and she really put. Sickening. hahaha! But nvm~ at least people find it funny =D. Glad you all like it! heh heh.

School is just starting in another 21 hours time. OMG. So fast!~ But I am excited. Well, you can say i am crazy or what-so-ever. But my secondary school life was not what i really expected it to be. So poly life is much much much much better. More mature friends, FRIENDLIER, may I emphasize and awesome xD okay la. Not say secondary life I was a lonely birdshit ho-kayyy. I still got alot of friends there. LIKE HELLO? I still love the SAC dancers & Cia & MO & Caroline and the list goes on. HAHAHA. Long list. I dont have to list it down cos they know that I do love them xD HAHA. okay. thats corny. Moving on....

Once school start, time is going to fly. LITERALLY, I MEAN. our mid semestral exam is in 1 months time. so fast! =S And i barely prepared. Well, I do not want to say I am stress. Because, I know that everyone is equally stress. YEAAA =D. Whatever it is. One step at a time~~~.

AND I got good news to share! xD The online clothes mich & I ordered is arriving in estimated 2 days time. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. WOOTS!!~ so happy. More clothes in my wardrobe. Less monay in the bank xD Better start saving up or my dad will screw me inside out.

Well!~ thats all for today ya?

toodles!!~

Deception Lies Beneath The Truth

When one problem occurs,
suddenly, it seems like those tiny problems you

encounter in your everday life

starts accumulating to that one problem.

Everything comes crashing down at the wrong time &
it is impossible to run away from reality.
I thought that those tiny problems were nothing
& that I can just let that problem be solved over time.
But this time, it hit me big.
I feel so lost, so disoriented.
I can cry but it will not solve a single thing.
It will just be worthless tears.
I want what every person in this world wants.
Which is just happiness.
As simple as that.
But sometimes

we just dont deserve that little favour from god,

dont we?
Maybe God has his ways of guiding us through life.
I am so afraid that I might break down and cry one day.
The problems just keeps accumulating

and I am so afraid to share.
Because I know that if I share,

I might just break down.

That happiness can be bought back,
but, at what cost?

Four Girls, One AWESOME freaking day

THE LOVES!



We Really Do Love Each Other xD

Shopping!!

Talking to Faizah!!~(:

Our calorie Free yogurt which replaces ice cream! =D

First time eating Yoguru & she LOVES it =D

Queueing Up for the flyer! =D

She Loves Her Skirt[our suprise gift to her!] xD

We do love jumping xD

I know you love us cass xD

The Latest Addiction: Yoguru =D

THE LOVES!

It didnt start off as what we all wanted it to be. I was suppose to meet cass & mich at city hall mrt at 1pm. Unfortunately I woke up at 1215pm. Since I slept at 4am ho-kayyyy. HAHA! Well, but I managed to reach by 1.14pm xD HAHAHA. Just rushed through everything. tsk tsk. WHILE at mich side, she woke up at 1155am and we still had to wait 1 hour for her! since she reached at 2pm. HAHAHA

ANYWAY, Like I said, I will tell you all the secret that I have been keeping for sooo long. Our secret is to suprise Faizah at her work place todayyy! And our plan worked awesomely well! HAHAHA.

So many things happened today that I dont even know where to begin. But let me start with eating yoguru. =D Since cass has never tried yoguru, Mich & I brought her. And after tasting the yoguru, You could literally see that SMILE on her face. hahahaha. She was like " omg, this is sooooo nice." LOL. I know cass, hahaha. it taste much better than ice cream. =D And we even went back at night to have our second helping of Yoguru xD Addictive I must say! Following that, cass, mich & I went to mango to look for Faizah's skirt. The skirt she loved and wanted and and and. we found it! HAHA. Though today's objective was to help Cass find clothes and all, we could not find any :( As some were not within her budget. Failed mission on that!~ Nvm! we have soooo many days left xD. hahaha! After going to mango, we just walked around marina for a while before heading over to Breeks. And Faizah said that she recognized my back! Is my back so recognizable?!?!?! It doesnt even have a face on it! HAHAHAHA. oh well~ at least she was suprised. She looked like she wanted to kill us though. HAHAHA! Ordered very little food as we already had MOS and yoguru. heh heh.

After that, mich was thinking we could go esplanade to take some photos. However half way to esplanade while taking photos, Mich suddenly suggested we go take THE SINGAPORE FLYER. because on weekdays, IT ONLY COST 10 FREAKING BUCKS! like cheap cheap cheap. HAHAHA. of cos we took it luh! SO CHEAP DONT TAKE? SIAO EHHHH. and since it was faizah, mich & I have yet to take. it was definately a GO.

Faizah called us after her work to meet up with us. So while waiting for her, we took soooo many pictures and people were all staring at us. And let me emphasize OLD people were staring at us. WELL, we are just enjoying our childhood cos we know that when we are at your age. I dont think i can even lift my leg let alone JUMP. hahahaha! Waited for Faizah and after she came we went with her to have her dinner and then off we go to get our tickets for the flyer. awesome awesome xD HAHAHA! We were like sooo amazed with the flyer that we even took a video! Dont worry. all videos that we took today will be posted in facebook. THIS INCLUDES FAIZAH AND CASS SINGING THE NATIONAL DAY SONGS. hahahahahaha! joke! xD

Well, I guess I have briefly explained today's outing! Let the photos do the talking for the rest alrights?(:

toodles!!~

4 Girls, 1 Awesome day.