Hey peeps! In just another 5 days, it will be NYP big musical. A musical that will only happen once every 3 years. However, to get to that musical, I have to get pass all those tedious 12 hour dance practices for the next 4 more days and 1 horrible presentation which is going to happen tomorrow!

Anyway, its exciting! But the fact that I have to bring SO many things tomorrow pisses me off. Business clothes, dance clothes, slippers, High heels. crap. I feel like I am actually moving house. LOL! But I still look forward to hanging out with the dancers! And I am really glad that we dancers have the perserverance. No matter how matter times we get shouted at, we will put our 200% for whatever dance we do! =]

Anyway, let me divert this topic before I get into a dancer's theory which will not be nice!

Just 2 days ago, Xuan ren, Hsinrui Yushan and I hanged out at Lulu's place and had a sleepover! Enjoyedmyself alot! Laughed till 2am before all of us dozed off and woke up at 7am. LOL! But that 5 hours of sleep could bring us to do 12 hours worth of dancing. Not bad huh. HAHA! =]

Yesterday was somewhat weird? Its like a first time experience. Funny yet awkward. To the guy, I am really sorry I am unable to accept the lollipop you gave me. It was kind of awkward because I was having horrible night blindness in the auditorium and all of a sudden you passed me this heart shape lollipop which is as big as my palm size. Upon seeing it. I already felt like I had a toothache. I apologise for returning it to you and I am sure you can give it to someone much much better =] Such a cliche sentence. But I am just not for you and neither are you for me alright? I hope I made a dinstinct clear line and it would'nt affect you so much alright? Dance well and smile!

But you have to admit, it was quite an awkward place where Hsinrui was next to me in shock. And me suffering from night blindness squinting at what "guy Y" gave to me. And the only thing Hsinrui said was. OMG. LOL! Such a nice girl! HAHAHAHAHA=] Thank you Lulu for helping me too! And giving me tips on how to reject when I was clearly freaking out and thinking of ways to reject him within that 1 hour. LOL! Also thank you DC-ians for helping me out so much! =]

Performance in another 5 days time! WE CAN DO IT ALRIGHT! Love you all! <3

toodles!!~

Hey peeps! I know right now, its so rare for me to be blogging since I am xuper xuper busy to the extent I dont even have time to talk to Hotstuff or Amander. Thank god for today's timetable, I only have a lecture which is from 3 to 5. Thinking about it makes me super tired because I am still having lack of sleep. But of cos I will try my best to update you all!

Dancers are starting to get sick! Plus I am STILL sick. Since last saturday. Horrible block nose, barely any voice. Dancers! Please take care alright? Drink more water and PLEASE eat! I dont think dieting is possible right now! Hsinrui also must take care ah! Dont tire yourself out dear! Sleep more okay? =] Twin! You take care of your muscles too ah! You muscles pain, My muscles also pain. UGHHH. HAHA! Xuanren, take care of your leg! Dont kick now! On the day of our performance we will WOW the audiences with our kick k! hahahaha! Lulu! Dont stress now! We will be here for you okay! No matter what! =] Friday is gonna be AWESOME =]

And not forgetting Bai, Please please please take care of your hand! Cass, Cheer up okay! You still have me! =] And Michelle! Sleep early ah! =]

Just managed to call Hotstuff an hour ago. And she said some things that made me feel happy yet sad for her. But dear! No matter what, As long as you are happy, I will be happy okay? =]

Anyway, I am reaching my target already! I just need to loose another 2 more kg! OMG. So exciting! I already lost 4 kg! WHOOHOO! =] HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! 2 more to goooo! =]
Makes me so excited! =]

Toodles!!~

Another 9 more days to NYP musical.

ANOTHER WHOLE LOT OF PRACTICES FOR THE NEXT 2 WEEKS FROM 10AM TO 10PM.
Tired ankles, sprained back, stiff neck, ugh and dont even mention the rest.

SO NOT FUN.

Hey peeps!
Its been a long long time since I actually blogged! But today is a very important day! CONGRATULATIONS TO MY 2 DARLINGS. Cass and Bai for getting installed! =] I have no idea why I am so happy but I am just happy for them =] HAHAHAHA! And since I cannot really have a proper congratulations nor attend their ceremony, I decided to get them flowers! =]
And looking at the flowers just make me want to get one for myself. But ahhh. wth. Get myself one because I dance everyday ah? LOL! Anyway, the 2 really sweet looking ones are for my 2 darlings while the others are for the nice friends I made while hanging out with Cass!




Congratulations to you A-team people! Really happy for you all. I apologise that I am unable to stay through the ceremony because of the damn it dance. But enjoy yourself alright! =] Hope you guys have as much fun as you all always do! <3

toodles!!~

Yeah yeah. Just blabber on now

It takes a lot of effort to trust someone and it just takes one word to demoralize someone. Words are so powerful to the extent many of us do not know how to use it properly.

Just this morning, my mum screamed at me for not saving. Seriously, in what way does my spending from $1000 a month reduce to $300 a month shows that I am not saving? She says that I am not trying my best. Yeah right! It took me at least 2 months to get the habit of NOT SPENDING. Seeing something I like but i dont get it because I am so afraid my mum will scream at me. It pisses me off when she read the things I spent on. And most of them are like my once in a while shopping. tsk. Imagine. $300 a month including food and drinks compared to $1000 a month on clothes clothes, more clothes, manicure, food and BLAH.

Parents think that the more they shout the more their children will listen. It never once occured to them that they are a effing 30 years older than us. And THAT is how big our generation gap is. They always think that they are right in every possible way. Thinking that we children DO NOT HAVE A MIND OF OUR OWN. Thinking that we are just as smart as them, as thrifty as them, as naggy as them. OMG. I have no idea. But nagging is totally out of my league. Nagging is NOT caring. Its pure annoyance. They keep repeating the same thing thinking that we got their words into our brains and yet it does not occur to them we keep doing the same thing. In the end, their words fall on deaf ears. And who is to blame again? US.

They do not even care about how we, teenagers feel. They just nag as if they are shooting a machine gun. Every toxic word that comes out of their mouth hurts us. But they do n ot even know. They just blabber on till they are pleased with themselves. And parents always say that we kids are deaf because we turn our MP3 volumes to the maximum.

Look here okay? Who is to be blamed? Us or Them? Of cos them. When they nag, the easiest way out is to plug ear pieces into our ears and blast our music. Whatever it is. It just starts of with them. major tsktsktsk!

It has been ages since I actually met Hotstuff and when I finally met her today, we did our usual crazy things! =] Spent hell alot of money and feeling damn guilty. But who cares right? Because when you are out with your best friend, the only thing you want to do is, HAVE FUN!
Hope you enjoy the photos! =]



Now you know why she is called Hotstuff right? =]







Our $9.50 ice cream. Or more like 9500 calories ice cream! =\





I apologise for asking my pictures to do the talking becauseeeee I have to start compiling the powerpoint for my project since next week is the oh-so-awesome presentation! Wish me luck guys!

toodles!!~

I just noticed that it has been 5 days since I actually blogged. WOW. I must be THAT busy to actually forget about blogging.

And finally! After like months of not talking to hotstuff, I managed to talk to her over the phone for 2 hours =] HAHAHA! Its been such a long time since we actually talked like this! Unfortunately now, she is listening to her lullaby. So oh wells~

It is kinda awesome to know that I will be going back for dance 4 times this week. NOT. Sucks ttm. Its like super dammit shitty WASTE MY BLARDY TIME. Its so annoying that the fact sometimes you get scolded for other people's doings you know? Okay, no matter how much I say, I doubt you guys will understand. Annoying much. I just feel like pulling every strand of hair out. Annoying so-bibs man.

Anyway, I want to do something crazy again. Crap. I wanna highlight my hair light pink. Shyt Clare. LOL! All your rubbish again!

toodles!!~

Dancers

Thank you Darling Bai for my bunny doremon and the drive from one carpark to another carpark in NYP! HAHAHA! Love you love you LOVE YOU! =]

Anyway, alot of things happened in dance today. I was stoning likel literally. Even Nu bi said I look damn lethargic today! Yeah man. Another 19 more rehearsals. I dare not even look at my face by then!~ LOL! I think I will just scare myself! HAHAHAHA =]

I guess by this time, we dancers have to start perservering. If we just give up half way or loose the support from the other dancers, we will just break down. Staying together is one thing. But dancing together in unision is other thing. Looking at the dance is one thing, but performing is a whole lot different. I must say that we dancers have certainly stayed strong. The countless practices we had, the work piled up on us and yet everytime we dance we will try our best to smile and dance to the best of our ability. And that, I must say that I really look up to the dancers.

Many people who actually encounter what we encounter. I can actually say that they will give up. Literally. But one thing I can say that we dancers have but the other do not have is determination. Many people think that dancing is not important but to us dancers, it is the movement of one's mind, body and soul. And the only people who have this spirit are the dancers.

Firstly, I would like to wish Kerwin a
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!

Hope you like your present ya! =] Its $5 JEANS! NOT! Its Levi's. So you better get your ass into it ah! =] HAHAHAHA! kidding! But still Happy birthday! Hope you enjoyed yourself! I promise to attend your birthday party with Hsin Rui this saturday! =]


Juicy Couture Perfume
Pink swaroski earrings, Juicy Couture perfume and 1 Harrods bear =]

Secondly, I would like to thank my cousin and stannly for the presents!
To stannly, Thank you for the pink swaroski crystal earrings. But I still dont think its $99 ba! HAHAHA
To my husband! Thank you for the Harrods soft toy teddy and the juicy couture perfume! OMG. I totally love your gift! and stann's too of course! =] HAHAHA!
LOVE YOU BOTH ESPECIALLY MY HUSBAND! =]

Lastly, went out with Hsinrui , Lulu and Xuan ren today! Wah. Seriously, After being 1 month away from Xuan Ren, she lost so much weight! Like 3kg! OMG. LOL. I want to go China and get food poisoning also =] HAHAHAHAHA =] So since my project meeting UNEXPECTEDLY ended at 1pm today since I actually expected it to end at 5pm. I ended up meeting Hsinrui first before meeting Lulu and Xuanren. Bought a top with Nu bi from Hula & Co. tsktsk! Saving money is an utter fail to both of us! =] HAHAHA! Finally at 7pm, we met Lulu and Xuanren at Bugis pasta Mania. And we sat there for 2 hours to talk. By the time we left Pasta Mania, it was already 9pm. LOL! But I truely enjoyed myself, Because we always end up laughing so loudly! =].

Lastly, this is going to be our dance schedule. Till the performance ends. TSK-

6 Jan - 630pm - 1000pm
8 Jan - 630pm - 1000pm
9 Jan - 1 00pm - 400pm
12 Jan - 630pm - 1000pm
13 Jan - 630pm - 1000pm
16 Jan - 100pm - 4 00pm
20 Jan - 400pm - 900pm
21 Jan - 400pm - 900pm
22 Jan - 400pm - 900pm
23 Jan - 1000am - 1000pm
25 Jan - 400pm - 900pm
26 Jan - 400pm - 900pm
27 Jan - 400pm - 900pm
28 Jan - 400pm - 900pm
29 Jan - 400pm - 900pm
30 Jan - 1000am - 1000pm
1 Feb - 1000am - 1000pm
2 Feb - 1000am - 1000pm
3 Feb - 1000am - 1000pm
4 Feb - 1000am - 1000pm
5 Feb & 6 Feb - Performance Day!

OMG. I am already freaking out. Because on top on these rehearsals I have project work. Like LITERALLY D-I-E. I think I will end up crawling to school everyday. LOL!

toodles!!~

Hey peeps! Woots!~
Met amander today! Like finally! And watched Alvin & the chipmunks 2 with her! =] LOL! Though its my second time watching. HAHAHA! But its such a cute movie! I cannot resist. However, only managed to catch a movie with her since I was going to meet hsinrui! To teach Hsinrui how to put makeup so that she can help me for the next photoshoot! =] HAHAHA!

And I cannot deny that this nu bi is a fast learner! She put the make up on exactly the way I put on. GOOD GOOD! She is such a cute Nu bi la! No wonder Nu Cai wanna kiss her =] HAHAHAHAHAHA! Oops=x. If she sees this she will kill me! But w-h-a-t-e-v-s. HAHAHAHA =] The only thing she will ever say is. This girl never DIE before uh!

Hee hee! It is just 1 month and 3 days away from NYP musical! I am kinda freaking out? Because we have an estimated of about maybe 8 normal practices left. Including extra practices? Maybe about 7 more? So the total practices we have is 15 practices. Who wont freak out man. And I am seriously panicking. Okay. Crap. Maybe I should stop worrying about next month first and just worry about next week's presentation. HAHAHA! =]

Alright! I shall update you peeps soon! soooo

toodles!!~

Hey peeps! Something to cheer you guys up if you are unhappy! =]

Achmed The Dead Terrorist


Christmas Edition - Achmed the Dead Terrorist


toodles!!~

Happy New Year!

HAPPY 2010!

It will be so cliche if I say this. "How time flies" But seriously. I can't believe we are starting a new year.

Just 2 years ago, I graduated from SACSS.
Just last year, I entered NYP as a freshie.
And in another 3 months time, I will be going to Year 2.
In just 1 month time, NYP musical will be held.
In just 5 days time, I will be having my presentation. SHUCKS.
In just 1.5hours time, I will be having my EWS meeting.

Get what I mean? Time really does fly. So damn fast. But of cos, a new year always calls for new resolutions!

And so my new year resolutions are:
1. To love all my friends even more than I loved them last year
2. To put in 200% in everything I do.
3. Do well in my exams and tests
4. Apologise to the guys I rejected oh-so-evily. [If i remembered their number]
5. Enjoy dance even though its so damn stressful
6. Loose another 5kg.
7. To love my husband and try not to flirt around! [Amanda! SEE AH! I nice leh]
8. Try my BEST not to spend so much money

And of course! Not forgetting to thank all those friends who have been there with me for the Year 2009 [Does not go in order]

MY FAMILY! Without a doubt

Outside friends
Caroline
Amanda - my husband!
Marcia
Michelle Ong Xin Yi
Tay Zhi Lin
Stannly
Noelle Claire
Carissa Lin
Natalie
The rest of my friends! =]

NYP Friends
Cassandra
Michelle Ong Shi Ying
Bai
Aaron
Jin Hao
Charmaine
The rest of BE =]
Kerwin
Cassandra's A-team Friends

NYP Dancers
Nua QP - Lulu
LOY NU BI - Hsin rui
Yvonne
Xuan Ren
Yu shan
Natalie
Claire
Mei Xuan
Eileen
All the DC members =]

OBS Friends
Michelle Chng
Clarence
Zhi Yong
Sean
Eugene
Jessica
Wan Xu
Shi Ying
Christina
Louis
Yong Feng
Rapheal
Adam
Nicholas
Nadzirah
Faris

Rest Of the OBS mates I know =]

I apologise if I miss out your name! Just tag me if I miss out your name alright? =]

toodles!!~