Feeling the Love

Apologies for such an emotional post yesterday. But I was really upset with some personal problems which is currently in the rubbish bin right now. So moving on with life!

As you all know, Husband's birthday was just 6 days ago! & I was unable to blog much due to my hectic attachment schedule followed by dance practices everyday. Yes, everyday! So I met Husband on a Sunday to pass her her gift which was a photo of us together pieced up into a jigsaw piece and a Burberry perfume which I think is damn nice la! Should have gotten one for myself. Kinda regretted it! HAHAHAHA.



Anyway, today Husband knew I was upset & she came all the way to my attachment place to pass me a box of chocolates! So sweet of her can! Totally love her ttm because she is such an awesome person! Love her ttm! HAHAHAHA! So thank you husband so much & sorry to make you come such a long way! LOVE YOU ALOT!

Secondly, I would like to thank Lulu for your words of advice and knowledge, for Amanda, Eileen and BF never ending care and concern and lastly for LP's LOVE! HAHAHAHA! Really love you people alot! <3>

Well, I guess that sums it all because I am tired! Tomorrow is Friday & I am soooo looking forward to it!

I did something so unforgivable & I will never forgive myself. I do not even know how to face anyone because I started everything. I cannot stop the tears because it hurts so bad. I feel so tired but I dont want to sleep because I feel that I deserve to be punished. I feel so tired that attachment is everyday and I have 2 projects in hand every week.

But nothing means anything now because I hurt my friend real badly. & she just kept quiet till I pushed her limit. I do not think she will be reading this & so I can blog about it. I feel so so useless & I must really learn how to change my personality. I hate hurting people & thats why whenever people make me upset I will just keep quiet. I will accept what they are conveying to me & try not to get hurt in the same way as they have hurt me before. I feel so upset I cannot even bring mself to blog anymore,

CLUBCRAWL 2010 - Dance Company

The bonds between us are held onto ever so tight for we know that once a relationship is strengthened, we will never let it go. The moment we took the responsibility to do a dance well, we all took up every responsibility to promote DC. A memory that will follow me for a Life time.

Happy Birthday Amander Husband!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDER HUSBAND!

Finally 19 & not forgetting she finally passes her driving test! So right now, she can drive me to school because waking up at 6am everyday is no fun!

& not forgetting Hotstuff too! Who also passed her driving test! Congratulations to both of you dears! Super happy for you! I really wanna go out and celebrate with you girls but I think I know just what you are up to right now. LOL!

Flu and cough, welcome back to my life. Because with attachment & intensive dance trainings, you are gonna be an awesome companion. LOL! GOD. I feel like my nose is about to drop! HAHAHAHA! Alright. Blame it on my super poor immune system! HAHAHA!

I'm tired. & currently I really need a listening ear. But I don't know who to look for becauese most of them are busy. I think I should just return to my slumber.

Updates on photos

Hey peeps!

IKR! I have been blogging words after words after words & so today I shall make it a special! Photos day! Since the photos are already up on Facebook too! =]

Faizah's Birthday & my new found friends!



& also not forgetting the dancers of DC! We all were celebratinbg Xuanren's 20th Birthday!

& here comes the intensive dance trainings!

Clubcrawl has finally ended. Unfortunately, I am soooo lazy to take photos and thus the rest of the photos are with the other dancers. So please do wait for them to upload!

Anyway, this year's clubcrawl experience to me was definitely a memorable one. BECAUSE, just 3 weeks befroe clubcrawl, Ms ong had to choreograph a new dance due to the theme name, "happiness" & we had intensive dance trainings like for 5 days in a week. IKR. Damn tiring! & after 3 weeks, we finally bore the fruits of out labour! Many people actually appreciated the dance! LIKE SERIOUSLY. They liked it! <3>

Also, I want to thank BF for helping me out so much during the clubcrawl especially when DC was sorta in a difficult position & situation. Not forgetting my attachment HumanLink team mates who took over my duty while I was away! Really thank you guys very much!

Though Clubcrawl is over, looks like Graduation is the next up and coming event! SOOO. Another 3 more week of intensive dance trainings before we go on stage from 17th May till 21st May! I am so HOPING to loose that bit of weight. UGH! So tired, i think I will just turn in for the night =]

Overuse of energy causes over hyper-ness

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUANREN LOVEEEE!

OMG. Overly exhausted ttm. But who am I to complain when everyone is equally exhausted? HAHA! Day 1 of club crawl was fun & the mood set was just awesome. "Happiness", what does it mean to you?

Just a simple word sets everyones' mind running on a track just like a train. Causing people to reach beyond the limits of their creativity. NYP flash mob was awesome and so was every performance the CCA groups have put up! But not forgetting DC. WE GIRLS DID AWESOMEEE & I TOTALLY FRIGGING LOVE THE ENERGY WE HAD WHILE PERFORMING! 100 THUMBS UP! LOVE IT! & I am definitely sure tomorrow will be just as good or even better! With our DC bimbo spirit!~ YAYYYY!~ HAHAHA!

Putting the "happiness" aside. When TEP & dance clashes, it becomes like a natural disaster. Because its so frigging stressful when you have to meet a person's expectations & especially when you are actually graded for it! I can feel the tension arising & its not a nice one. Because my group & I have a project due practically every week. 2 WORDS = GOOD GAME.

I will be waking up at 6am once again & this ain't gonna stop for another 9 more weeks. AMEN.
Last day of club crawl tomorrow before intensive dance trainings start for Graduation 2010!

Attachment starts!

Aching legs, Blistered feet, Tired eyes.
overworked.
That is what attachment does to you. So darn tiring! & adding on to whatever stress I have is dance. Major dance practices are coming up since we have a graduation performance in 5 weeks time!

I think my schedule is more packed compares to the president! LOL!

20 April - Attachment / Booth Set-up / Dance [830am - 10pm]
21 April - Attachment / Clubcrawl / Attachment talk / Party Celebration [830am - 10pm]
22 April - Attachment / Clubcrawl [830am - 7pm]
23 April - Attachment / Personal Selling talk / Dance [830am - 10pm]

In 4 days, never am I gonna reach home before 6pm. I think I can just stay in NYP. LOL! HAHAHAHA!

I'm tired & I have so many things to do. Say "hello" to stress & "goodbye" to life, Clare! Not only that, I have to find 300 new members to join NYP HumanLink.

Well, let me explain to you all more about HumanLink.

I am currently attached to Nyp HumanLink. This is part of my attachment. It is comewhat like a form of a job agency. Currently I am required to recruit new members into NYP HumanLink membership. This membership entitles ALL NYP students who are looking for a job. Be it part-time,full-time or temporary jobs. HumanLink is here to help you look for one. A perfect example, Let's say you are looking for a job during the school holidays, just come to HumanLink which is located at Business Block B410 or just ring me up to make an appointment! Not to fret, if you were to sign up, we will not contact you unless you enquire about our services first! So if you are interested, do drop me a comment or give me a call!

Thank you so much!

Alright! This is a brief overview! So if you are interested, just ring me up!

Stressed, is the word

Oh god. It is barely the start of attachment & I am already frigging out just seeing my daily workload. Wait. It is not even barely the start of attachment. In the first place, these 2 days were just my attachment orientation period. FML.

I have datelines to meet, recruiting new members, setting up interview dates, picking up of calls & knowing what to say, REPORTS. OMFG. I want to die. It is super Freaky la. & not forgetting the piles of projects piled on top of my 6 other group members & I. Planing of events, don't talk about sparing me the agony because I am already dying in agony. H-E-L-P. Literally.

Seems like HR is not an easy job & I really do hope this TEP thing pays off! Looks like I will not be posted to MSC either! hahaha! So good news is, no stock taking! Bad news is, I will be sitting down till my butt expands by 100 inches. Alright.

Clubcrawl is next week! OMO. Performance is coming! I hope this time DC can shine because the dance that we will be performing is super niceeee! Reallyyyy. SUMPA GUARANTEE CHOP WITH PRESIDENT SIGNATURE! So please do come support alright? =]

Dance trainings are tripled up because graduation is in 5 weeks time! Stress is piling on & I do not wish to get sick. But I already feel sick. LOL! YAY! Dance will be tomorrow & currently I am so dead tired because I had 3 hours of sleep for 2 consecutive days. I think I am going to "toh" even when I am sitting on the toilet bowl!

TEP?!

OH GOD! TEP? HUMANLINK
Wake up at 630am everyday?
Admin work?
AWESOME WORKING HOURS FROM 9AM TO 530PM
Follwed by dance till 10pm.

SAVE ME!!
More updates when i am FREE!