Hey peeps!

Feeling really tired. I feel like my body cannot take the tiredness anymore? Like everything is collapsing? But if I dont blog I will feel wierd. So just let me blog okay? HAHAHA!

Anyway, today dance was from 10am to 4pm. Dance till I nearly died from 10am to 12pm. We kept doing 3 dances. Which are "Gimme Gimme", "All I ask of you" and Callas went away dance. Super tired. I think we dance each dance 2 times each except for Callas went away, we danced it around 4 times? So it was like 8 times altogether. And after I danced, my legs cannot move already. Cramp there. HAHAHA =D Anyway, we ate at Macs since it was the only place open and we talked and laughed as usual. And of cos, as usual, they made fun of me being a bimbo xD HAHA! I will miss all of them especially LuLu and Xuanren after we finish the musical since they will be graduating. I think I will confirm cry one la! xD ZOMG. Alright, dont think about the sad things, just think about the happy things. HAHA! BTW, the reason why I feel like collapsing is because we have dance every tuesday, wednesday and friday from 6pm to 10pm and worse thing is that usually my school ends at such ungodly hours like 12pm or 4pm. AND THAT SUCKS because I will have to wait. And when I wait, I tend to get damn tired and when I get damn tired I will sleep while dancing and when that happens my dance instructress will start firing bullets out of her mouth. Sheesh. HAHA! And thats when we apply Claire's " Mad dog is barking" logic xD. HAHAHA! Kidding kidding! xD

After dance, was training home when suddenly it was raining like there is no tomorrow and of cos I got damn drenched la! Plus I was wearing my leotard. And when a leotard gets wet. It is like dragging 50KG. LOL! HAHAHA! I think I exercise enough for today! LOL! I even exercise in the rain xD. Damn awesome man. HAHAHAHA!

I've already started on my Marketing ICA1! And I was already struggling like anything! OMG. Nearly died! Anyway, thanks to my friends who help me without any complains! Thank you so much! And yes adam, I owe you chocolate buffet! xD HAHAHAHA! Anyway, going to sleep right now! Update you peeps soon!

toodles!!~

Hey peeps!

Today's lesson was at 9am! And I was super duper tired because I slept at 1130. But still damn tired after a whole day of boots shopping. LOL! And today when we went back for dance, Ms Ong said she does not want the boots idea. Pissifying man! That means yesterday was such futile effort man. Super wtf. WASTE MY TIME! I want go shopping also cannot cos have to search for boots sia. RAHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~

Anyway, today's lesson ended at 3pm instead of the usual 4pm since the tutor was busy I guess? Because her phone kept ringing non-stop during her lesson. So after lessons, I went with Cass to help her with all her A-Team stuff for tomorrow's halloween! So I may be able to see her since I will be in school from 10am to 4pm for dance! LOL! Dance again sia! Damn damn tiring. Everyday dance till I have no more energy? Even when I walk my legs feel damn weak? Plus blisters and all, it makes my legs weak and pain. Can die. Just push me in a wheelchair la! HAHAHA =D Plus today was a super super pissifying day. Because I was trying to get the key out of the E313 lock, but I had no strength and I kept on trying to pull the key out of the lock. Unfortunately after much pulling, my skin started to tear and my finger started bleeding non-stop. Thank my lucky stars, Cass was there and I quickly called her to help me and that sweet dear girl immediately rushed down to help me! Damn sweet of her. She even called 2 other guys in case! And even though my finger was bleeding they made sure I was not going to faint. Damn sweet la! HAHAHA =D

MAKE MY HEART MELT ONLY!

HAHAHAHA! =D Today's dance was not that bad! Ms Ong finally didnt sco0ld nor shout at us. Plus I could do my "turn" already! Damn happy. 1.5 turn YOXZXZXZXZ! HAHAHA! So happy! xD. Alright! I better stop my rubbish talk and get to bed soon since dance is early tomorrow! xD

toodles!!~

Went back to school for ONE pathetic lecture which ended in 1 hour. That also means that my one hour journey was for a one hour lecture. So damn pathetic. HAHAHAHA! But whatevs!

Anyway, today I am feeling damn damn happy because I finally managed to talk to hotstuff! It has been ages since I caught up with her! But after all the things that happend, I had no choice but to tell her everything. And of course she was damn pissed off. LOL! If I could I would paste the conversation with her here. But nvm! HAHAHA =D. Hotstuff cheered me up by saying that we could go HK together during march! Which coincidentally it will be the Poly Holiday! And even better, hotstuff will be entering Uni soon! I hope she will be able to get into a local university because if she goes abroad. I will miss her like anything!! =[. But it will be great if she could go overseas for studies because its better isnt it? haha! So, so, continuing our upcoming HK trip! Damn excited because its only Hotstuff and I going shopping. And it is confirmed that we will spend over $2000. So shucks man! SHYT. Start saving now! HAHA!

Anyway, the bad thing is that Hotstuff purposely rejected the european trip so that she could celebrate my 18th birthday but the effed up thing is that I will be in Korea on my 18th birthday! =[. However, Hotstuff is going to korea as well! And we may meet! xD So cool! OMG. HAHAHA! Koreaaaaaa~~~~ I feel super damn bad to hotstuff so I have decided to treat her to a buffet! HAHAHA! Anyway, babe! After your A Levels, we will go Marriott hotel to have buffet okay? Treat it as my present to congratulate you on graduating from JC! =D hahaha!

Moving on~~ After lessons today, I met HsinRui to look for some dance boots. Even though there were minimal, we found some really awesome deals! But the whole time "shopping" we were super tired I swear our eyes could close. I guess it is from over dancing? Damn tired already still dance and dance. Super pek cek. But no choice! The musical is coming in 4 months time! xD HAHA! So tomorrow there will be dance again. Shyt. I hope Ms ong will be in a good mood or else AMEN.

toodles!!~

Kaninabe?!?! Kaninabei!

Anyway, I have good news! Amanda said that she will be going to Japan for an exchange programme during the march holidays! But the bad thing is that she will be away for 6 days! That means I cannot communicate with my husband for 6 full days! Damn sad la! But then nvm! She said that she will get me a burberry blue label. HAHAHAHA! whoohoo!!~ Damn happy la! xD. Okay la. Not say she pay for me but the fact that she is willing to carry the bag back for me in her luggage. Damn sweet of my husband! xD I guess thats her form of proposal to me la! =x HAHAHAHA!

Anyway, today was damn funny. I went to school with Michelle and Amanda. Anyway, I learnt from one friend that some japanese dish was call Kaninabe. So I said quite loudly,

Clare: " Eh, you know I heard that in Japan there is a dish called kaninabe? I think its pork rice or something la!"

Mich and Amanda:" Huh! Really meh! *laughing* "

Clare: " YA YA! serious! KANINABE!"

Then the 3 of us started laughing. Little did we know the effed up old man was staring at us. tsktsk. When we finally reached city hall. The stoopid old man said this.

Lao Ah Gong: " Do you know that your father and your grandfather had a hard time?'

and amanda went "HUH?" because it was so obvious that he thought we were talking about the Hokkien version. Then he continued talking about how our grandfathers help built Singapore. So this also meant that the Dirty old man was listening to our conversation la! And he just scolded us in front of so many working class adults thinking that he was on the right topic. And so! I am going to copy this from Amanda's website. It is really true that there is a kanenabe food in Japan

realise that Kani Nabe is not pork rice but actually crab seafood?

Kani/Kurabu = Crab
Nabe = Hotpot, Soup

So Kaninabe put together is Crab Hotpot.
So there is really a dish in Japan called Kaninabe.

& lastly some pics to show you what Kani nabe is:

Look Old man! KANInabe. So dont any-oh-how accuse us okay! We also have a limit to our anger. You think because you wear orange shirt and wear your pants up to your crotch we wont whack you. See my hair colour I know you scared already right! Thats why only when we were about to leave the train then you come and preech to us because you scared right! Come la! Come la! Show your olden days "praying mantis" move la! See who win. Slap you ttm man. URGH. I cannot stand eeeediots who any-oh-how say these kind of rubbish without finding out the truth. I know some of you peeps may think that the old man is doing no harm but seriously if you experienced what I was experiencing at 12.30am last night. I think you will really feel like swearing.

Plus dance practice was hell as ever. All of us got scolded and we have blisters on our poor feets. Blisters and skin tears! Damn ugly! So I am here venting all my anger.

I think the word kanenabei does not even suit the old man. The correct term for it is. FUCK OFF!

ps: (when I use the word Fuck, this shows that I am really pissed. If not I will just say eff off)

My ears are infected and bleeding horribly. Damn gross. SO SAD!

Is it so difficult?

Friendship is perhaps one of the most beautiful relationships that two people can share. Friendship is about sharing each other’s opinions, dreams, fears, aspirations and hopes. Friendship is about engaging conversations, which go on and on as friends lose track of time. Friendship is about cherishing old memories of togetherness and creating new ones everyday. Although when you watch friends hanging out and having a great time it seems as if these people just belong together, friendship does require a sound mutual understanding with lots and lots of love and care for each other.

Often when you see people who were once inseparable and have later moved on to part ways, you think what could’ve gone so terribly wrong between them that they can’t even stand each other? Can a friendship that starts with ‘ no sorry no thank you’ and reaches the ‘friends forever’ stage end on a bitter note? The reasons for a broken friendship might be many, but most often when people look back at their broken friendships, they regret it.

If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile... But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me.

Sri Chinmoy once said that friendship must never be buried under the weight of misunderstanding.

We always thought we'd look back on our tears and laugh, but we never thought we'd look back on our laughter and cry.

Well! Sorry for making you peeps wait so so long!! =D HAHAHA! Super tired these few days that I didnt even feel like blogging! Anyway. Today, I feel more energetic! So 2 posts for you people alright? =D Anyway, this is my new hairstyle! Bangs. LOL! And a concave haircut. Though I miss my long hair! But I guess it was time for a new hairstyle for a new school semester! Or else it will be quite boring right? Looking at a same old hairstyle just that the length changes once in a while xD. HAHA! Anyway! It is the right time for me get a new hairstyle since my husband redyed her hair and got a new hairstyle too! And now she looks super awesome! I like her haircut! Thats why I dont mind going to her hairstylist! Just that it depends on the time? Because our school projects are already piling up! Which reminds me, I have good news! I am in the same project group as Cass for Macroecons and Accounts! Whoohoo!!~ HAHAHA! Happiness ttm. Anyway, what do you guys' think about my new hairstyle? Which one is better? The previous one or this one? =D

Oh yes! Before I forget. I am already planning to redye my hair! Most probably by next year! So people! Suggest some awesome colours! I am planning to dye my hair back to a more natural colour like dark brown BECAUSE today, when I went to visit my aunts and uncles, they called me ANG-MO. Sickening. Generation gap ah. SIAN MAN. This colour not nice meh! Thank god my mum has not found out about my red streak. HAHA! Anyway, the red streak is already fading to blond. LOL! And I can see those horrible black roots threatening their way out. So I guess I really have to redye.

Some old pictures here peeps! HAHA! I am not sure whether I actually put this up on my blog but I guess I didnt because I know that these pictures were taken a day before OBS. So nahhhh~ I doubt I actually posted it. Anyway, this was the day where amander and I went to catch "500 days of summer" Very very very realistic show. It is not a love story. So if you want some lala land show where the 2 main actors get their love. Forget it okay? It is not gonna happen. HAHAHA! I personally liked the show muh but for Amander she was saying its not that nice? Because she already experienced her lala land! So maybe she cannot remember how reality is like luh. I give her too many things already. SEE! spoil her too much thats why she never know reality xD HAHAHAHA! Kidding babe! Just kidding =].

Anyway, today I did my macroecons and stats tutorial! HAHA! Feeling a very good sense of achievement that I shall sleep early tonight because I will have to get up at 8am tomorrow! Its 7.52pm. Okay madness. I wont sleep! I shall resort to watching korean dramas! xD I am already missing hotstuff! But I have not contacted her yet because 'A' levels are coming soon! Damn sad! I remembered I smsed her last week at 6.05pm. HAHAHA! Well, babe! Do call me asap okay? Miss you loads!

toodles!!~

It is just the first week into school and I am dead tired. It is as if sleeping anywhere is possible be it on the train or at someone else's house. Major tsktsk. Dance practices may be up-ed to 5 times a week and I am already dying on 4 times a week. Memorizing dance steps and memorizing facts for all modules kill me literally.

Thank my lucky stars that I still hang out with my OBS friends and of cos my clique and friends and of cos my husband xD. It is quite a surprise to me that after all, a few of us still keep in contact after OBS xD. Going to see guys play basketball or having a drinking session. But I dont drink. Its super minimal and maybe to other it is as if I am drinking nothing xD. Yes, thats how much I drink. HAHAHA! Pathetic as this may sound but my face turned red after drinking less than a shot of chivas. tsktsk! HAHA! And it tasted damn horrible la! Dont know how that Jiao Sai drink like there is no tomorrow! HAHAHA =D I bet now he is still in a "zonked out" condition. Or what we all actually call hungover.

Anyway, I have started to deleting my dad off FB and msn. Because, I guess when you grow older, you wouldnt want your father to be following you around even on the internet! Privacy still needed! So off my dad goes on my msn and FB friends list. LOL! Hopefully he does not know about my blog either or else I am screwed after seeing all the rubbish I have been doing so far.

I AM MISSING HOTSTUFF!

toodles!!~

Damn tired, Damn drunk. LOL!

Hey peeps! Super tired. Dance has been practically everyday and its tiring me out totally. Tuesday, Wednesday, Friday and Saturday. Super slack right? And guess what?! Now we may have extra practices on thursday. This means that I will be dancing practically everyday with only Sunday and Monday as "off" days for me. It not exactly an "off" day when you still have to do your tutorials and attend lecture though. SO KILL ME PLEASE. Super tired plus I get pissed off quite easily these few days. I have no idea why but just dont piss me off okay? I really dont wish to flare up at anyone. tsk tsk.

Anyway, I still have dance tomorrow. School is also not say going very well due to alot alot of problems. Unfortunately this is not a private blog so I will tell you people in person I guess? If I wish to. =]

BTW, the only good news I have is thta my granddad is like santa claus right now because he strike lottery so he is giving us money. LOL! Damn cute la! Which also means, MORE SHOPPING! Like HELL YES! Currently Bugis has pretty pretty clothes! Plus discounts OI! go la go la! xD.

YESTERDAY

School was crappy because all I did was spend 1hr on board the train just to attend a 1.5 hours lecture from 3pm to 5pm. How stoops is that please? Very! TYVM. Anyway, thank god I didnt exactly waste my time because I went out with Michelle and bought too many things. Went to NYDC for dinner and then off to shopping! As usual I spent I do not want to disclose because I didnt collect any receipts while Michelle, I am sure it is worth spending every cent right! =D Worth it TTM man. Because you look awesome! After some shopping, Mich and I decided to go to swensens to have ice cream instead of spending even more money. So we just went to swensens and sat down and talked and talked till 830pm. Since school started at 9am today, I had to go home early! So bo bian lols! Go home as usual, try to smuggle all the shoppings home and I didnt get caught! Whoohoo!!~ Must be PRO already man. Everytime smuggle until used to it. I think if you ask me smuggle a fridge home also can! HAHAHA! Kidding.

toodles!!~