Today was the first group to present their EOC speech. And I swear, this time its boooring. Because, the speech is very factual. So yeaaa. Can you imagine sitting on your seat for 2 hours in a super cold room, dying of bordem from the continuous speeches said by your classmates. Well, please dont bring me back to that scenario. I will die. okay. Not literally. HAHAHA. Ironically, I will be back in that classroom tomorrow doing my speech. HAHAHA. TSKKKKKK. That reminds me. I have to clean off my pink and white nail polish that i just put yesterday. =D

Anddddddddddddd I got back my credit card bill yesterday. HAHAHAHA! nearly got killed by my dad. tskkkkkkkkkk. Because, I spent $1436 BUT I swear I deposited $ 1050.50 inside. So I only spent $385.50. Thats like really little LORRRRRRR. But unfortunately, my dad only saw the $1436 and he flipped. HAHAHAHA. He was like " I cut your allowance then you know arh." LOL. better stop spending. I dont want my allowance to be cut. Because I still have many many things to get xD. I promise to stop spending unnecessarily! xD tsk tsk.

Anyway, Good news god news! The clothes from shoplah.com have ARRIVED. TODAYYYY. So happy! HAHA. I have been waiting for like agesss and it has finally arrived. WOOTS!!~ new clothes=awesome-ness.

Well, 1 week has passed so fast. And just last friday, i remembered us having that awesome suprise outing. I want another outing!! xD. In just 11 days time, it will be the lunchtime concert performance and in just 16 days, it will be my POM and econs presentation. And after that, here comes the MSTs!!!! After that it will be ice skating with the strawberries! I cant wait till all the nightmare is over. HAHAHA. Back to reality-studying.

toodles!!~(:

I need a little good luck to get me by

I miss my hotstuff LOADSSSS =]

Heyyyy peeps!

The weekend is coming up in 2 days time! So far school hasnt been so good for me. Not school wise but getting back results wise. HAHA. Passed EOC, HTML and AFA. Failed Stats and Microecons. Tsk tsk. So much for studying , Clare. Such a joke. JOKE. oh wells!~ I dont have to study harder now. I just have to study smart. LOL. At the rate I am failing, its freaking me out. Literally. FAIL=RETAIN. HOW? I also dont know. LOL. Tomorrow will be our EOC ICA2. I do hope I can do better for the ICAs 2 because it will freakingly pull up the grades for my ICAs 1. LOL. So if any of you out there think that going to poly and expecting good grades. THINK AGAIN. It is even harder than secondary school. I rather mop macdonald's floor. OKAY. I'm kidding. HAHAHA. Well, seeing that I failed is freaking me out. SOOOO, I am going to mug my ass out till mid semestral exam ends. LOL! sounds horrible. But I know that once I see the results I will be satisfied xD. But before that I am going to amander's house to hang out. HAHAHA. yea. I know! So much for mugging. Crap. I need that motivation I had when I first entered poly and just a teeny weeny bit of luck. WHERE HAS IT ALL GONE TO?!?!? 0_0. Pissifying ttm.
Anyway, today is the last day of my dance break and dance will be starting on saturday! And in 2 weeks time, it will be the lunchtime concert. SO FAST. And after that, the semestral exams=HELL comes. After semestral exams, it will be the getting back of results= DEEPEST PITS OF HELL. And if I were to fail any, I rather die. HAHAHAHA. LOL. oh well!~ i know i know. Rather then cursing myself right now, I think i should get started on revision.
toodles!!~

HEYA!! xD
I know yesterday's post was sorta shittyfying-ly SHORT and crappy. So today I shall come up with a proper post. HEH HEH. Anyway, yesterday was the last day of my yoga lessons and i wont be signing up for any more lessons cos school is taking up my whole life, that I dont even have time to have a realllyyyyyyy GOOD sleep. Tsk tsk. Oh wells!~ I will miss having yoga with Zhii! But at least we are still meeting up twice a month on every thursday just to chill and hang out xD. Awesome-ness times 1000000.

Secondly, I barely had enough sleep yesterday cosssss I was staying up till 3.30am just printing HTML ppts. I know. damn joke. i also think that it is the biggest joke of the year. Like who in the right mind would stay up and print things. HAHAHA. oh wells! But i did it willingly(: And i am glad to help!! xD. So since i slept at such an ungodly hour. I went to school looking like a zombie! Even cass said: " Finally, Clare looks tired". Because, I never felt soooo tired before. Tired, yes but not to the extent that I will be stoning and putting my head down while the lecturer is teaching. Pfffft. Even Aaron says that he can see my eyebags. EWWWWW. I need facial. BIG TIME. haha! So today we started on a new topic in internet and web technology class today which is called "Sharepoint Designer". Basically, it is teaching us how to create our own webby. Something close to blogger xD Yeaaaa. HAHA. After lessons, went for POM project meeting. Quite a fruitful meeting as ppt is done. Yay-ness!! xD. Now for the 10 page report, is it possible to just like skip it? HAHAHA. Kidding xD. Went home around 3pm. And I was sms-ing amander when suddenly I felt this person standing really close to me staring at my phone. But since I was so engross in replying amander, I didnt bother to snap at the person who was behind me until I finished typing my message. But I was just being a tad curious, so I wanted to turn around and swear at the person but it was actually amander. HAHAHAHA. So actually, all along she and I were in the same train just that we didnt know xD. HEH HEH HEH. So fateddddd. I know xD. Cousins maaaaa. right husband? =D

Well Well, thas basically all for todayyyy!~ School is killing me softly as tutors are loading us with projects like it can be completed within 1 day. Tutors are returning our test results which is screwing me even deeper into hell. LOL. Not literally. haha. Well thats poly life for me! xD But I still love school! And I still think cows are cute. HAHAHA. moomoo =D

toodles!!~

SCREW MICROECONOMICS TO THE DEEPEST PITS OF HELL!! GAHHHHHHH! screw it screw it screw it~ BAHHHHHHHHHHH

I have the sudden urge to tell everyone that cows are cute. =D

Hey hey!

Anyway~ dont worry about my previous post. I know that everything will be okay soon!~ =D Thanks to all my friends who listened to me and comforted me. A VERY BIG THANK YOU. I am so ever grateful =D.

By the way, guess what? I managed to swim last night. Went swimming with amander. LOL. It has been at least 3 years since I swam? HAHA. But thank god my stamina has not drop. Because, I still dance and do yoga! xD So, i will be going swimming with amander every saturday. Loosing weight luh!~ Dont laugh. Not funny xD HAHA.

Well yesterday, amander out a really embaressing video of me in FB. I think i became infamous overnight. So horrible. I was like daring her to put and she really put. Sickening. hahaha! But nvm~ at least people find it funny =D. Glad you all like it! heh heh.

School is just starting in another 21 hours time. OMG. So fast!~ But I am excited. Well, you can say i am crazy or what-so-ever. But my secondary school life was not what i really expected it to be. So poly life is much much much much better. More mature friends, FRIENDLIER, may I emphasize and awesome xD okay la. Not say secondary life I was a lonely birdshit ho-kayyy. I still got alot of friends there. LIKE HELLO? I still love the SAC dancers & Cia & MO & Caroline and the list goes on. HAHAHA. Long list. I dont have to list it down cos they know that I do love them xD HAHA. okay. thats corny. Moving on....

Once school start, time is going to fly. LITERALLY, I MEAN. our mid semestral exam is in 1 months time. so fast! =S And i barely prepared. Well, I do not want to say I am stress. Because, I know that everyone is equally stress. YEAAA =D. Whatever it is. One step at a time~~~.

AND I got good news to share! xD The online clothes mich & I ordered is arriving in estimated 2 days time. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. WOOTS!!~ so happy. More clothes in my wardrobe. Less monay in the bank xD Better start saving up or my dad will screw me inside out.

Well!~ thats all for today ya?

toodles!!~

Deception Lies Beneath The Truth

When one problem occurs,
suddenly, it seems like those tiny problems you

encounter in your everday life

starts accumulating to that one problem.

Everything comes crashing down at the wrong time &
it is impossible to run away from reality.
I thought that those tiny problems were nothing
& that I can just let that problem be solved over time.
But this time, it hit me big.
I feel so lost, so disoriented.
I can cry but it will not solve a single thing.
It will just be worthless tears.
I want what every person in this world wants.
Which is just happiness.
As simple as that.
But sometimes

we just dont deserve that little favour from god,

dont we?
Maybe God has his ways of guiding us through life.
I am so afraid that I might break down and cry one day.
The problems just keeps accumulating

and I am so afraid to share.
Because I know that if I share,

I might just break down.

That happiness can be bought back,
but, at what cost?

Four Girls, One AWESOME freaking day

THE LOVES!



We Really Do Love Each Other xD

Shopping!!

Talking to Faizah!!~(:

Our calorie Free yogurt which replaces ice cream! =D

First time eating Yoguru & she LOVES it =D

Queueing Up for the flyer! =D

She Loves Her Skirt[our suprise gift to her!] xD

We do love jumping xD

I know you love us cass xD

The Latest Addiction: Yoguru =D

THE LOVES!

It didnt start off as what we all wanted it to be. I was suppose to meet cass & mich at city hall mrt at 1pm. Unfortunately I woke up at 1215pm. Since I slept at 4am ho-kayyyy. HAHA! Well, but I managed to reach by 1.14pm xD HAHAHA. Just rushed through everything. tsk tsk. WHILE at mich side, she woke up at 1155am and we still had to wait 1 hour for her! since she reached at 2pm. HAHAHA

ANYWAY, Like I said, I will tell you all the secret that I have been keeping for sooo long. Our secret is to suprise Faizah at her work place todayyy! And our plan worked awesomely well! HAHAHA.

So many things happened today that I dont even know where to begin. But let me start with eating yoguru. =D Since cass has never tried yoguru, Mich & I brought her. And after tasting the yoguru, You could literally see that SMILE on her face. hahahaha. She was like " omg, this is sooooo nice." LOL. I know cass, hahaha. it taste much better than ice cream. =D And we even went back at night to have our second helping of Yoguru xD Addictive I must say! Following that, cass, mich & I went to mango to look for Faizah's skirt. The skirt she loved and wanted and and and. we found it! HAHA. Though today's objective was to help Cass find clothes and all, we could not find any :( As some were not within her budget. Failed mission on that!~ Nvm! we have soooo many days left xD. hahaha! After going to mango, we just walked around marina for a while before heading over to Breeks. And Faizah said that she recognized my back! Is my back so recognizable?!?!?! It doesnt even have a face on it! HAHAHAHA. oh well~ at least she was suprised. She looked like she wanted to kill us though. HAHAHA! Ordered very little food as we already had MOS and yoguru. heh heh.

After that, mich was thinking we could go esplanade to take some photos. However half way to esplanade while taking photos, Mich suddenly suggested we go take THE SINGAPORE FLYER. because on weekdays, IT ONLY COST 10 FREAKING BUCKS! like cheap cheap cheap. HAHAHA. of cos we took it luh! SO CHEAP DONT TAKE? SIAO EHHHH. and since it was faizah, mich & I have yet to take. it was definately a GO.

Faizah called us after her work to meet up with us. So while waiting for her, we took soooo many pictures and people were all staring at us. And let me emphasize OLD people were staring at us. WELL, we are just enjoying our childhood cos we know that when we are at your age. I dont think i can even lift my leg let alone JUMP. hahahaha! Waited for Faizah and after she came we went with her to have her dinner and then off we go to get our tickets for the flyer. awesome awesome xD HAHAHA! We were like sooo amazed with the flyer that we even took a video! Dont worry. all videos that we took today will be posted in facebook. THIS INCLUDES FAIZAH AND CASS SINGING THE NATIONAL DAY SONGS. hahahahahaha! joke! xD

Well, I guess I have briefly explained today's outing! Let the photos do the talking for the rest alrights?(:

toodles!!~

4 Girls, 1 Awesome day.

I LOVE THESE BABES =D

YOxzxzxzxzxz people!~ =D
Went back to school at 2pm today to meet aaron since he needed help in HTML and accounts. Unfortunately, his HTML research failed badly. We were searching for 'religions in taiwan' but could not find any at all. Like for the whole 1.5hrs we sat there, we could not find a single thing. Not EVEN ONE. pathetic. Well, anyway, let me share something very very very awesome today. As some of you may know, I recently started carrying a breathe refreshener around with me. So today, after my lunch/dinner, i took it out to spray. And Aaron being a really really smart person followed me and sprayed 3 times. Usually we will spray in our throats. But this smary person sprayed on his tongue not once but THREE TIMES. Of cos its started burning luh~ And his expression was priceless. DAMN JOKE. SOOOO SMART RIGHT? I also think so. Aaron! No wonder you always say that you are smart. I finally know the defination of smart. HAHAHAHA! We stayed in school till 6.40pm then went home.
Actually, thats all I did today. Nothing much!! xD HAHA.
BUT I CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW!! Its a secret for today! Tomorrow then i tell you all alrights? HAHA. I am sooooooooooooooooo excited for tomorrow that i am figeting in my seat even while typing this. =D
All the anger I accumulated from this morning is gone once I think about tomorrow. sooo awesome! xD Okay, i think i am too excited and happy till I dont really know what to write for today. But I promise tomorrow's post will be as long as the route to heaven =D HAHAHA.
Basically, thats all for today! he he!~

toodles!!~

20daystoperformance~ xD

The thing that irritates me so much is that when i put in so much effort and you dont even do a shit in the project, I dont even hear a word of thanks from you. So thanks for reminding me why I hate guys so much. In particular, Guys who are as useless as you. Who dont even lift a finger and expect every girl to wipe your butt. You know what?

SCREW YOU BASTARD.

If you feel guilty reading this post. then it means i am referring to you okay?

alright! i feel better saying this out. Especially when the whole world knows a bastard who doesnt do his part for the project. Since FYI, its www which also means WORLD WIDE WEB. WOOTS!~ I wont be sooo mean to put your name. Cos I think you just suffered more than enough humiliation xD

SO basically e learning is to help us study at home. However the studying turn out to be "studying". We log into our nyp email expecting to learn something but in the end all we received was a jammed up inbox with students spamming the teacher non-stop thus lagging everything that happens in our lappy and THAT, MY DEARS IS HOW VULGARITIES START SPEWING OUT FROM OUR MOUTHS. Today's e learning was pretty much screwed up. Thats all I can say. We log in, email the teacher our answers and she will email us back whether our answers are right or not. Unfortunately, due to mass spamming, I could not even read my emails. ANd my whole internet explorer was not responding. Pissifying shyt. I was practically stonning/ clicking non stop. Major tsk tsk! HAHA. And that is how e learning is done. We just log in and get pissed. So if you asked me what i learn from e learning, I tell you what. E Learning has shorten my life span by half and it has made me a really vulgar person. YES! PFFFFT.
Like what century is this? We are still using emails when there is instant messenger or in NYP its heucampus. Lame you knowwwww. Although i am not IT Savy, but still, I know how to use msn! =D HAHAHA!
Anyway, todays outing was cancelled as i didnt feel very well. 5 hours of sleep only and I feel that my head is not attached to my body. I feel like i am practically floating where ever i walk. HAHA. And also, Lulu couldnt wake up. SOOO. we will get the dance wear after her ICA tests!! =D haha. 1st July is finally here. How time flies. And I have already studied in NYP for 4months, met the most awesome friends in NYP and having the most awesome clique ever, meeting very special dance mates. HAHA. By next month, August, we will have our very first semestral exam. Good Luck to me!! OMG. I am not even prepared. I still have sooo many things to study for. LOLS! Better get started before i am screwed. PFFFTT =D.
Stayed at home today to finish up some incomplete work and after I thought I was done with everything, I suddenly remembered I have yet to do Effective oral comm tutorials. CRAP. so basically, I am suppose to summarize about the 6 persuasive speeches I see in the internet. AHHH. I Dont know. I will just do finish and hand in. HAHA. I have no idea what i am doing. LOL!
Well, I got to go back to studying!
toodles!!~

Beautiful Saviours - planet shakers

This song is super nice! thanks, cass for sending it to me!!! =D

Jesus, Beautiful Saviour,
God of all Majesty,
Risen king,
Lamb of God,

Holy and righteous,

Blessed redeemer,
Bright morning star

All the heavens shout your praise,
All creation bow to worship You

How wonderful, how beautiful,
Name above every name, exalted high
How wonderful, how beautiful,
Jesus your name, name above every name, Jesus

I will sing forever, Jesus I love you, Jesus I love you